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馬刺「頭髮哥」剪掉高聳辮子頭!自曝童年悲慘陰影

2020/06/13 15:16 東森新聞 責任編輯 陳唐葳 字級:
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馬刺「頭髮哥」剪掉高聳辮子頭!自曝童年悲慘陰影

效力於NBA聖安東尼奧馬刺隊的小將沃克(Lonnie Walker IV),因為獨特的高聳辮子頭,讓他成功受到球迷的矚目,沒想到近期他卻將招牌髮型剪掉,理了一個大平頭,令外界非常震驚,沃克也在隨後發文解釋,並吐露這頭秀髮背後的悲慘經歷。

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頂著高聳辮子頭在球場上奔馳,現年21歲的沃克雖然表面數據不夠亮眼,但在馬刺替補端卻是不可或缺的一角,也是球團未來想栽培的超級新星,近期他卻在個人IG上傳一段影片,將招牌辮子頭一根一根慢慢剪掉,當談及為何會有這樣的改變,沃克坦言「這是一種自我偽裝。」

 

▼沃克是馬刺陣中替補不可或缺的球員。(圖/翻攝自Lonnie Walker IV IG

 

沃克在IG上寫道,五年級的時候開始留長髮,但其實是一種自我偽裝,因為在那段期間,曾被侵犯、騷擾甚至虐待,一度還將這一切變成習慣,因為在那個年紀,根本不知道這些東西是什麼;自己是一個充滿好奇且容易受騙的孩子,加上不懂真實世界的緣故,便產生了一種心態,「髮型是我唯一可以創造且控制的東西,這給了我信心。」

 

▼當談及NBA哪位球員有獨特的辮子頭,沃克絕對是榜上有名。(圖/翻攝自Lonnie Walker IV IG

 

表面上的亮麗與自信,卻沒能抵擋心魔的突襲,沃克坦承,最近狀態不好,過往被侵犯經歷又突然出現在腦海,就像被「惡魔」吸走精神一樣,導致開始面對鏡子裡的自己,甚至試圖用關上門的方式,來認清真正的自我。

 

▼沃克的辮子頭成為他在NBA的招牌標誌。(圖/翻攝自Lonnie Walker IV IG

 

文末,沃克則補充道,在上帝的指引之下,加上武肺疫情期間的沉思,找到內心的安寧與快樂,自己已經原諒那些不值得被原諒的人,會有這樣的改變,就是因為這個情緒是一種累贅;沃克強調,這次不單純只是剪掉頭髮而已,這個髮型是掩飾內心不安的面具,隱藏著還沒準備好迎接這個世界的潛意識,剪掉後,感覺現在的狀態比過去任何時候都還要好,「生活總是充滿艱辛,但要好好掌握手中這副牌,因為輸了也不是一種損失,而是一個課題。」

 

▼沃克於近期剪掉招牌辮子頭,事後他也在IG解釋背後含意。(圖/翻攝自Lonnie Walker IV IG

 

根據《ESPN》的報導,沃克的經紀人朗伯格(George Langberg)也發出聲明說道,沃克確實長年壟罩在侵犯的陰影中,能在這個時間點分享自己的故事,是需要多大的勇氣與力量,這也讓沃克減輕了不少負擔;朗伯格還說道,相信沃克是希望透過這樣的舉動,來幫助任何擁有相似經歷,甚至是閱讀這篇長文的每個人,主要就是想讓他們知道「自己並不孤單」。

 

▼沃克近日剪掉招牌辮子頭,吐露童年悲慘陰影。(影/翻攝自Lonnie Walker IV IG

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

The real truth as to why i started doing this early 5th grade, it was a cloaking device for me. During the summer of my 5th grade year I was around more family. Some that names will be left alone I was around more. I was sexually harassed, raped, abused, I even got accustomed to it because being at that age you don’t know what is what. I was a gullible curious kid that didn’t know what the real world was. I had a mindset that my hair was something that I can control. My hair was what I can make and create and be mine. And it gave my confidence. As of recently I wasn’t at my best. Previous History popping up in my head and it sucked mentally “demons”..... because of this virus, I began to truly look at myself in the mirror and see who I truly was even behind closed doors. Long story short I have found peace and internal happiness through this journey god willingly. I forgave everyone even the people that don’t deserve it why? Because it’s dead weight. Time doesn’t wait on anyone so why should I waste my time on it ? Me cutting my hair was more than a cut. My hair was a mask of me hiding the insecurity’s that I felt the world wasn’t ready for. But now better then ever. Out with old. In with the new. I have shed my skin mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Life will always be hard. Gotta play with the cards your dealt with and try and make a winning hand. And if you lose. It’s never a lost. It’s a lesson 🙏🏾. I’m gonna be off this for awhile still growing through this. Just know I love each and everyone one of y’all. Peace love and happiness 💕🙏🏾

Lonnie Walker IV(@buddah)分享的貼文 於 張貼

 

(封面圖/翻攝自Lonnie Walker IV IG

 

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